robynnefaye

I first watched this film in the cinema early last spring. I instantly loved it. So me. Chick flick, rom-com and a cute guy all rolled into one. How could any normal girl not love it?
Anyway i watched it tonight, and it felt so different. Still good. But really different.

Strange how things change?

Last time I watched it, it made me realise that I needed to break up with my ex.
Now?
Well things are very different arn't they.

I've finished my only piece of coursework today :)
makes me happy.
need to read through and make sure it makes sense.... but other than that all good :)

well I say that, but I'm not entirely sure what was expected of me, the essay was a problem question. Riiiiight, exactly. a problem question essay for coursework.... what the hell am I supposed to do with referencing? and giving a limit on the words? these sort of questions are usually reseved for the deep depths of exam halls, when you can but only panic, scribble down some bollocks that only makes sense in your head. spell everything wrong. not punctuate. and not worry about where the bloody hell it came from!
If i have written something down in a lecture, then it came from my lecturer..... which i suppose it technically plagerism, it's not my own thourghts. but how the fuck do i reference it?
grrrrrrrrr

anyway it's done so: give a fuck!

what to do with myself now?

not a lot as i have congunctivitus.... again!

I'm still not getting very regualr with my posting yet - but more so than before!

I think I can say I have had one of the best christmas's I have ever had. just enough drinking, lots of socialising. and new years eve was fabulous!

I have better still to come - a holiday to Rome and work experience. I'm so excited, happy and nervous!

looks like 2009 is going to be the best year EVER!

Well it really has been a long time this time hasn't it...
A REALLY long time.

And I don't think you will quite believe the stuff that has happened to me in the last 6 months.

Firstly I'm going out with a guy called Simon Casswell, my best mates ex. Yes it was messy but now everything seems to be getting back on track with her :)
then I went into hospital the day after my 20th birthday and since then have had my tonsils removed :)
got a tattoo while travelling
represented my univeristy in an internation mediation competition...

and lots of other stuff!

anyway enough about the past...
I'm nearly at the end of semesta one and getting near to xmas yay :)
going home for 6 weeks to spend lots of time with Si :) and hopefully do lots of photography as well. would be really really good - been far far far too long I think!

here is a sample of photography done in the last 6 months:



and here is the boy :)

I can't believe it's been a month since I last posted here. I suppose it's mainly because a lot of my feeling I don't think I can broadcast so publically.

A lot has happened, done all of my second year exams, and I'm now free until the end of september. Which is kinda scary really. Although I'm not free as I have so much planned!

got the ball this week, then a friends leaving party, then portsmouth then home for ten days and some uni friends are coming up, then my birthday, the elac then backpacking - it's certainly going to be an eventful 3 months. Hopefully in a good way, unlike the last two.

I want to do some photography - but I just don't know what to do. my mind is a mush.

oh dear.

 well stressed!

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

  I've been thinking about loads of things lately. Life is so stressful at this time of year and can't believe it is may already, and I'm basically rushed off my feet until I come back to uni in september.

A month today my exams will all be over
13 weeks today I will be on a flight to KL
the whole of july I will be working
I only have 8 weeks left as a teenager
and in a months time will only have one year left at University... I'm not sure if this is a godsend or not.


hmmmmm...

I have lots of things I could seriously rant about, but this is not the place to do it.
I'm really angry about stuff, and I hate it. I'm also extreamly stressed, to the point where I have a coldsore. It just feels that whatever I do its never going to be enough.

I'm at home at the moment, and I honestly don't know if I want to stay or if I want to go back. It feels like there are just as many stresses here as there are in kingston, I have no escape any more.

I am so seriously stressed about exams. they are a nightmare. complete and total nightmare. So stressed!

Oh deary me. I wish I just had loads of coursework to do, i like coursework [ how strange, I used to hate it!]

arghhhhhhhhh